“Take
it easy. Just run. You’re building a base.”
“Yeah,
but I want it to be this like, AMAZING run.”
“You
need a base. You’re coming back from an injury. Stop trying to be amazing and
just run. Build up to amazing.”
Sometimes
I subconsciously set up mental roadblocks with both my running and cooking
where I want so badly to be amazing that I feel myself failing before I take
the first step. I have to remind myself, and listen to advice: first build the base.
Recently
one of my girlfriends posted a recipe for Fennel-Tomato soup. She told me how
delicious it was, so I wanted to try to make it. I pulled it up and went
cross-eyed. The recipe was in metric. Five hundred hours later, I had converted
the recipe into ye olde system, and made a list of ingredients. Fennel, tomatoes, garlic, off to the store I
went. Turns out, the only
grocery store in my town doesn’t carry fennel. And since the metric conversion
had taken so long, dinnertime was looming.
“What
the fuuuuuuuuuuck this store has no fennel how am I going to make fennel soup
without fennel and it was going to be so amazing Carol said it’s awesome and
now what the fuck am I going to do?”
I
was starting to annoy myself and my friend and all the other townspeople shopping in
the produce section.
“Well, calm down. What’s the base?”
“The
base?”
“Like,
what is the base of the soup? Maybe it doesn’t have to be the most amazing
fennel soup on earth. You could use the base to make something that’s also really
good.”
“Well.
I guess it’s really a tomato soup base.”
Running
and cooking and building a base. Getting used to it and training my body and
brain to get going, keep going, do it without thinking too much and just make
it happen, all the while building strength and knowledge and experience.
So,
I made tomato soup. I quickly looked up a recipe promised by Martha Stewart to
be delicious and easy, combined it with the Fennel-Tomato soup base, and jacked
up the garlic content to number 11. It consists of simple ingredients: tomatoes, stock and
garlic. Together they make a beautiful base. And sometimes building a base
is the most amazing thing.
Tomato-Garlic
Soup
6
T. butter
2 medium onions, chopped
12 cloves garlic,
chopped
24 oz. crushed tomatoes
3 C. homemade chicken stock
2 t. sea salt
1/4
t. black pepper
Cook the onions in butter for 15 minutes. Add the garlic for 3 more minutes. Add the rest and cook for 20 minutes. Transfer to a blender and blend until smooth. Heat back up on the stove and add additional stock as necessary.
Cook the onions in butter for 15 minutes. Add the garlic for 3 more minutes. Add the rest and cook for 20 minutes. Transfer to a blender and blend until smooth. Heat back up on the stove and add additional stock as necessary.
Serve it with grilled cheese on rye after a winter run.